there is so much to tell and learn

G'day..

it's late at night here in Singapore, the silent of singapore is so deafening.

by looking out of my windows i feel the sorrow, and pressure coming from all direction.

i guess i was me, the one who fell so..

else than my yayank, my mum and few great friends that i have.

nothing much of my you can talk about..

time pass, person change

tree grow, people move.

i feel so lost now.. i fell like standing in di the middle of now where with out any direction.

i make my self so fast pace, so flexible, so ready to face the world. but still i have to hold back and

flow with other.

for the past 3 years, i sacrifice so much to get where i want to be, but its not even half way.

i will start my real battle next year where i will most probably work as hard as i can,

sacrifice all my time in working and earning money.

coz now is the time for me to CREATE and SOLVE ..

i've learn how to deal will life. now i the time for me to create things from my surrounding.

and when obstacle jump in my way.. SOLVE is my weapon.

i remember Edy told me " cari temen yang punya vission dan mission yang sama "

i agree, but that statement is just not complete.

is not only the vission and mission but there is so much more to take care.

when money and effort come in to picture, things change, when resposibility and attitude play its

role all it start to get complicated.

i believe everyday is a learning process for everybody, so without experience you will not know

where you stand.

in past 3 years, i make sure my self stand tall! taller than the rest of my friends, and from now

i will make sure that iam the one who wake up first, work first, most hard working, most aggresive,

most reliable, possible attitude, positive thinker at all time, and a winner of all.

even though some time i might falls. im still a winner!!

with less than 70 hours i will start my spring holiday to LA

so excited yet so busy, but its ok...

this is a good start and great sign...

hope the is always sunny...

and one more things that i discover from this trip is

i dun have enough clothes to go US..

i only have clothes that last me 7 days

i guess its time for me to shop...

wish can get a great shirt with cheap price..