where the hell are you?

it's weird when you reach certain age you worried about certain things.

still remember the time you are in primary 6 and. some of you friends tell you that they are continuing their secondary school in Australia, in Singapore, in Oregon, Seattle.. this funny2 name of the country appear suddenly in your world.

then you pass you secondary school exam, and things that you need to worry is. what course/ programs for college. engineering, hotel management, doctor, lawyer, architect all sort of category..

and after all the study.. you get your master, double degree, double diploma's you will ask where you work? are u married? do you have name card?

dont tell me I'm weird. iam not!! iam surrounded by teenagers.. sometimes, i just cant stand with their attitude. as long as i remembered i dont act like that when iam that age!
teenager nowdays are really suck!

they dont study because thay want to study.
they spend money like money can growth.

i feel sad.. because that 2 things i mention above is really important in their lives.

anyway today is post is not about teenager..

is all about me..

just another 5 month to go and i leaving singapore

i just finish filling my application for and my yayank application form.

im leaving soon. there is no many things i need to take care of

just count on my holiday it make my callendar fills up almost 90 days out of 365 in 2009

starting JKT, MEDAN, Kuching, Bali, Hongkong, Perth, Bali, Flores, Yogyakarta, Bandung, Japan, Melbourne, Adelaide and Brisbane.

wow Fascinating.. my travel place when up from time to time.

and my budget went up from time to time to..

i believe when i working in Australia, i will earn twice the money i every earn from my previous job.. it's my dream to live and married in a place / country that have 4 season in a year

and it's my dream to build my own shopping empire and also restaurant empire..

where the hell are you? Australia!! that is the place i would like to settle down. where the education is good, the air is clean, the people are friendly, first language is english, and beaches and mountains is surround you..

please give me strength no to doubt my choice anymore.
give me strength to fight for the best, to be the best man for my wife ( yayank )
in health and wealth.. althoug im know kneeing down for you.. really deep in my heart there is you i always pray for. i believe in you.. and i alway will..

Love u guys..

Lots of people says " picture says a thousand words."

sometimes i agree sometimes i dont..

look at wenny wedding pic.. is like looking back to my childhood.

true friends is hard to find.

i glad i found 2 of them

i cant describe how glad i am to have you guys as my friends.

is not the saturation of the pic that i see.

but the bond the beyond words.

is not the smiles that carried you away,

but the tears that we been through

is not the dress that fabulous,

but the skin that you have.

is not the make up you have put on

but the way we look at each other

is not the itinerary that matters

but the journey we walk together

is not the what you have that count

but the coastal road we drive.

is not wenny's wedding that we attend

but the witness of life....

i really glad to have such friends in life.
although you maybe thousand miles aparts
our laughter, and the conversation that last forever

may my best wished be with you wen..

i might not do well in your wedding interview video.
deep in my heart i really touch by our friendship

is the support and words we have for each other.
is the time we had together.
i really cant put down in words

really wish you have great life ahead

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for my dearest and beloved wife to be

seeing wenny getting married that day. it reminds me of you

reminds me of the my heart is always with you

hearing wenny wedding vows

reminds me how i wish to tell you that vow too

by looking at wenny wedding gown

reminds me how beautiful you will be on our wedding day

standing in front of wenny church

reminds me how grand and beautiful our wedding will be

by putting my hand together when applaud

reminds me how i want the whole world to know that you are the only person i wish to get married with..


every single hour, minute, and second with you is my best gift in my life

your smiles, your laugh, your touch, your kiss, your every move

complete my puzzle in life.

i wish in my every step in life in my every pray there is your name attached to it.

i love you with all my heart...

i have no specific valentine day..

because everyday is valentine for me with you in my arm...

i cherish you with every bits of my life..

love u yayank...