Primuzzz

hello hello today im in the mood of writing blog coz i have nothIng much to do
and because i have a chat with my so called my old best friend

its primus..
the is the only special friend in my entire life! he is the one who always be the first to know and to want something! but till the end he never even get anything.
its sound confusing right? meaning he always want this and that but he's only saying! no action is taken.

the story of him and his friends i believe is true about how the went to State and work as refugee. i wonder is this the best to migrate to State?

i really Looking forward to talk to my mum and dad about working aboard in State. wonder what will they say to me.

primuss you really make my dream alive again. and please this time. take some action! i really wish you can have new enviroment and new beginning!

anyone out there know how to live and work in USA?

please2 do tell me how...

Whats next?

where should i start?
ehm.. ok let start alil bit about my self. iam kind of person who can control, manage and focus all of the matters or subject in my life. i positive thInker, i believe in NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!
here is some question that going around my head for this week.
1. after i graduate from Raffles, what is next?
2. should i / should not i stay in Singapore ? if no where will it be? if yes can i take my sis pressure?
3. how to secure my next level of life?
4. do i really need to go far away for living?
5. what about my parents?
i think i blurring my self off..
very simple,it's my dream to work and live in State.
it's my dream i can stay and live 4 season country
it's my dream to live life without worrying anything
of course all of above have to support by my YayanK
where ever i'll be there will always be YayaNk
my point is. should i really go to state? what happen if after 15 years i have to go back indo and help out?
what you guys suggest me to do?
should i pursue my dream? or should i thInk about other people else then my dream?
there is always a right and wrong situation
should i live my life without thInking. or should i do the action to State and purpose its to my parents?
i really dunno what to do now. i dunno what best for me n yayaNk
once iam going to state, there is no turning back anymore
if i stay in singapore. this will be my dead end too
someone please tell me what to do
dream or play safe?

my new hobby and interest

TA DA!! here i go again!

i found my new hobby guys! after so long searching for hobby finally i have 1 hobby and interest in my

Which is " Photography"

thank for wenny and marsell. thanks for teaching me how to take pHoto and let me be your freelance photographer without experience of taking photo. thanks for believe in me. i still remember when the first time you said " en! ni bantu aku pHoto pre-wed! loe kagak ada option yuk pHoto! besOk di carita!"

i was like " what?" i not even know how to on and off your D3 nikon! how am i going to shot a photo with it?

but you tell me " just put the f5.6 and shutter 1/60" dont care about the rest! thats is still very confuse statement!

and wenny you whisper to me saying " ayOk en, gue tau loe bisa. you will capture every single moment in this pre-wed!"

aduh wen.. thanks bgt! that's why i love u and i always keep you as my best friends! because you believe in every bits and part of my life that i can do everyting!

enough for the histrory! let move on what happen now

i just bought 450D canon with sigma lens 28-200mm! i glad i bought the camera is a very good entry level DSLR! befor this i was using analoq nikon SLR! and since iam here in singapore, i join quite a few pHotography club. first is objective, second is singapore pHotographer, third is photographic society in singapore. all of this joining purpose is to pump up my technical skill of camera. i started of in art direction of phOtography meaning i shotting without thiNking! and now i need some guidence to guide me about the technicall side where what f stop is best for what purpose!

and i manage to narrow down what i like to shot now!. i like to shot human expression, landscape, potrait, and i wish my self will became a travel photographer. that is what i want to achieve. thats my new interest and hobby.

oouw forget to mention i have a lil pHoto exibition coming up! but i still have to come out with a simple theme to shot! will let you guys know where and when the exibition is!