Whats next?

where should i start?
ehm.. ok let start alil bit about my self. iam kind of person who can control, manage and focus all of the matters or subject in my life. i positive thInker, i believe in NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!
here is some question that going around my head for this week.
1. after i graduate from Raffles, what is next?
2. should i / should not i stay in Singapore ? if no where will it be? if yes can i take my sis pressure?
3. how to secure my next level of life?
4. do i really need to go far away for living?
5. what about my parents?
i think i blurring my self off..
very simple,it's my dream to work and live in State.
it's my dream i can stay and live 4 season country
it's my dream to live life without worrying anything
of course all of above have to support by my YayanK
where ever i'll be there will always be YayaNk
my point is. should i really go to state? what happen if after 15 years i have to go back indo and help out?
what you guys suggest me to do?
should i pursue my dream? or should i thInk about other people else then my dream?
there is always a right and wrong situation
should i live my life without thInking. or should i do the action to State and purpose its to my parents?
i really dunno what to do now. i dunno what best for me n yayaNk
once iam going to state, there is no turning back anymore
if i stay in singapore. this will be my dead end too
someone please tell me what to do
dream or play safe?