lazy in sant

Bali Holiday!

2009-06-05T15:04:00.003+08:00

So Happy..

Finally i can finish my Bachelor Degree.. its time for me to prepare everything

from Aussie to Website

from Planning to real things

huaa... can wait to get it started.

i have a farewell trip to Bali

this is my second time to bali

and I LOVING IT.

thanks for Gocaloca.

love the arrangement and flexibility of our tour pack

love u guys..

there is so much to tell and learn

2009-04-27T02:35:00.002+08:00

G'day..

it's late at night here in Singapore, the silent of singapore is so deafening.

by looking out of my windows i feel the sorrow, and pressure coming from all direction.

i guess i was me, the one who fell so..

else than my yayank, my mum and few great friends that i have.

nothing much of my you can talk about..

time pass, person change

tree grow, people move.

i feel so lost now.. i fell like standing in di the middle of now where with out any direction.

i make my self so fast pace, so flexible, so ready to face the world. but still i have to hold back and

flow with other.

for the past 3 years, i sacrifice so much to get where i want to be, but its not even half way.

i will start my real battle next year where i will most probably work as hard as i can,

sacrifice all my time in working and earning money.

coz now is the time for me to CREATE and SOLVE ..

i've learn how to deal will life. now i the time for me to create things from my surrounding.

and when obstacle jump in my way.. SOLVE is my weapon.

i remember Edy told me " cari temen yang punya vission dan mission yang sama "

i agree, but that statement is just not complete.

is not only the vission and mission but there is so much more to take care.

when money and effort come in to picture, things change, when resposibility and attitude play its

role all it start to get complicated.

i believe everyday is a learning process for everybody, so without experience you will not know

where you stand.

in past 3 years, i make sure my self stand tall! taller than the rest of my friends, and from now

i will make sure that iam the one who wake up first, work first, most hard working, most aggresive,

most reliable, possible attitude, positive thinker at all time, and a winner of all.

even though some time i might falls. im still a winner!!

with less than 70 hours i will start my spring holiday to LA

so excited yet so busy, but its ok...

this is a good start and great sign...

hope the is always sunny...

and one more things that i discover from this trip is

i dun have enough clothes to go US..

i only have clothes that last me 7 days

i guess its time for me to shop...

wish can get a great shirt with cheap price..

Seriously Busy

2009-04-24T17:05:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile after my last post.

im really super busy, website, cd-rom, Bali trip, US trip, planing, booking, payment, US Visa, Shanghai Visa, Australia PR application, Singapore PR Application.

me + lusi business plan, Finding Right location, Connecting the right Place and people, Reseach,
and so much more

and never forget the Major project. i really serious about my schedule are so tight and so intense.

i thanks god for it because every second of my life i prepare for the best of me to excel.

i glad i have this opportunity to be in this position where i waste no time..

experience that i gain, the people that i meet, thing that i do, plan that i working on, everything is

so bless..

it might seem alil bit weird, and dunno what im talking about right now. its ok...

it hard for me to explain what im up to right now.

it kind of everything.

from my career to my business. from my personal life to my experience in singapore everything

is so fast.

let talk about something about singapore, its been a year i live here in singapore iam so not use to taking bus!!

i really need a country that i car.

i can just grab a car right now but it just certain people is in my way to get it.

i guess i need to get out from singapore, i really cant stand the shaking of the bus, the smell of sweatty uncle inside the bus, the racist auntie in MRT. all are driving me crazy

even the taxi driver .. are mad. it means i cant stay here anymore. iam so feed up with Singapore.

i wish next place iam going to stay is a stress free country, and have alots of friends.

and will start my journey as Working adult.

really looking forward to it..

and the other things is my trip To US

hahah its a most Compact and complete trip i ever plan..

in 20 day. i cover west and east of US..

from LA to niagara..

less than 24 hour in city, more 4 place i want to visit every city..

and i wrap up my US trip in Shanghai...

its WOW!!!

its really a great trip and planing.

love the busy day and love the trip

can wait for the departure....

spreadsheet

2009-03-23T14:57:00.002+08:00

Last week of the 3 term in Raffles design

glad that i left one more term to go..

But i have new things to worry..

it time for me to submit all the PR appication ( Singapore and Australia )

time run so fast..

and i dont want to waste any second of it.

we are heading to Bali later early april.

and me and Yayank will take a 24 days holiday to LA, SF, NewYork plus Shanghai trip

its been awhile US never appear top in my holiday destination.

because i went to NATAS the other day, and found a perfect flight fare for us to go..

now i have serious planing to do.

doing holiday spreadsheet

from flight, hotel, activity, city tour details, pick up location, free and easy day route, bus and schedule, domestic flight, Taxi fares, Google maps prints out, things to do, perfect spot to take picture, ferry ticket, shuttle services.

almost every details is listed down..

so far i've done LA - lasvegas and San francisco..

still pending the New yok - DC - Niagara - Boston and shanghai

way to go actually.. but i will done it with perfection

ouw forget another important things to do is

VIsa application huaheuahe

it's so easy.. yet strict..

thanx god.. we all get approved

now im thinking..

to get a macbook.. and to get a Blackberry

should i get them both? i think i have to spend wise..

can't let my gadgets desire take control of my spending huaehuaeh

so i might choose labtop.

thanks to Tony.. to able to have a great deal for mac book

it's been a long time dreams that i want a labtop

i glad after 5 years i finally make this move to buy labtop.

hehehe

i wondering.. how easy kids these day purchase a labtop

remember those days where i need to sale all my cell phone and save money for 18 month just to

buy first mac labtop.

world are so different now days.

ok that about it first..

gonna get back to my spreadsheet of planing and have to print outs my little whale Proposal

temen itu...

2009-03-16T13:25:00.004+08:00

for this blog .. i will write in bahasa indonesia ok...

kita mulai dari pertanyaan yah..

loe org pernah mikir ga si.. kok kita mesti berteman?

apa arti teman yah? kamu bole punya 2000 temen.. apakah dia org anggap kamu temen?

kenapa ada temen yang di percaya-i dan ada temen yang tidak di percaya-i?

padahal pada hakikat nya semua org itu baek..

let's put a side temen yg suka minjem duit dan temen yang suka meyombongkan diri yah...

kenapa si ada org yang hanya mau bertemen dengan org org yang kaya saja?

kenapa ada org yang hanya mau tau tetang hal hal yang berbau gossip

kenapa ada org yang hanya deketin temen2 laen karena ada acara2 aja?

aneh emang....

yang pasti, kalau kamu sudah punya temen yang kamu anggep comfortable to talk with.. comfortable to share and to be friends with.. tolong yang di treasure..

karena.. once it breaks.. things are never be the same again....

So little time so much to do

2009-03-16T13:10:00.003+08:00

Good Dayy!!!

hehe im pretty happy this day..

even time pass so fast,

and so much things to do

let me list down things that i do in the moment..

1. my ovalitne project
2. my happy little whale project
3. my Flair photographie.. slowly building it...
4. prepare visa application to US...
5. prepare visa application to shanghai..
6. prepare my PR application in singapore
7 and prepare my PR application in AUstralia..
8. Prepare all the document need for my aussie agent
9. do soo chee website..

i guess that is the main things i do now..

there are still small small things like, fetch my yayank back from office, go watch movie with yayank..

heheh so now im super busy.. but im totally in love and bless with what i have now..

oh one great news to share with you guys is .. i might get my own studio lighting.. it might not the best in town.. but i guess is enough for me to play around for quite sometime..

will only buy the lighting when i have enough money. it cost me around 2000SGD so i need some time to save.. not worry will get it before i move to aussie..

i glad that every thing turn out well this year.

i growth up so fast.

last year this time i was worrying yenny .. when we need to move to singapore and live with my sis.. and now im in singapore finishing my degree and ready to move to aussie..

really love the growth

where the hell are you?

2009-02-13T18:05:00.003+08:00

it's weird when you reach certain age you worried about certain things.

still remember the time you are in primary 6 and. some of you friends tell you that they are continuing their secondary school in Australia, in Singapore, in Oregon, Seattle.. this funny2 name of the country appear suddenly in your world.

then you pass you secondary school exam, and things that you need to worry is. what course/ programs for college. engineering, hotel management, doctor, lawyer, architect all sort of category..

and after all the study.. you get your master, double degree, double diploma's you will ask where you work? are u married? do you have name card?

dont tell me I'm weird. iam not!! iam surrounded by teenagers.. sometimes, i just cant stand with their attitude. as long as i remembered i dont act like that when iam that age!
teenager nowdays are really suck!

they dont study because thay want to study.
they spend money like money can growth.

i feel sad.. because that 2 things i mention above is really important in their lives.

anyway today is post is not about teenager..

is all about me..

just another 5 month to go and i leaving singapore

i just finish filling my application for and my yayank application form.

im leaving soon. there is no many things i need to take care of

just count on my holiday it make my callendar fills up almost 90 days out of 365 in 2009

starting JKT, MEDAN, Kuching, Bali, Hongkong, Perth, Bali, Flores, Yogyakarta, Bandung, Japan, Melbourne, Adelaide and Brisbane.

wow Fascinating.. my travel place when up from time to time.

and my budget went up from time to time to..

i believe when i working in Australia, i will earn twice the money i every earn from my previous job.. it's my dream to live and married in a place / country that have 4 season in a year

and it's my dream to build my own shopping empire and also restaurant empire..

where the hell are you? Australia!! that is the place i would like to settle down. where the education is good, the air is clean, the people are friendly, first language is english, and beaches and mountains is surround you..

please give me strength no to doubt my choice anymore.
give me strength to fight for the best, to be the best man for my wife ( yayank )
in health and wealth.. althoug im know kneeing down for you.. really deep in my heart there is you i always pray for. i believe in you.. and i alway will..

Love u guys..

2009-02-03T02:27:00.005+08:00

Lots of people says " picture says a thousand words."

sometimes i agree sometimes i dont..

look at wenny wedding pic.. is like looking back to my childhood.

true friends is hard to find.

i glad i found 2 of them

i cant describe how glad i am to have you guys as my friends.

is not the saturation of the pic that i see.

but the bond the beyond words.

is not the smiles that carried you away,

but the tears that we been through

is not the dress that fabulous,

but the skin that you have.

is not the make up you have put on

but the way we look at each other

is not the itinerary that matters

but the journey we walk together

is not the what you have that count

but the coastal road we drive.

is not wenny's wedding that we attend

but the witness of life....

i really glad to have such friends in life.
although you maybe thousand miles aparts
our laughter, and the conversation that last forever

may my best wished be with you wen..

i might not do well in your wedding interview video.
deep in my heart i really touch by our friendship

is the support and words we have for each other.
is the time we had together.
i really cant put down in words

really wish you have great life ahead

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for my dearest and beloved wife to be

seeing wenny getting married that day. it reminds me of you

reminds me of the my heart is always with you

hearing wenny wedding vows

reminds me how i wish to tell you that vow too

by looking at wenny wedding gown

reminds me how beautiful you will be on our wedding day

standing in front of wenny church

reminds me how grand and beautiful our wedding will be

by putting my hand together when applaud

reminds me how i want the whole world to know that you are the only person i wish to get married with..

every single hour, minute, and second with you is my best gift in my life

your smiles, your laugh, your touch, your kiss, your every move

complete my puzzle in life.

i wish in my every step in life in my every pray there is your name attached to it.

i love you with all my heart...

i have no specific valentine day..

because everyday is valentine for me with you in my arm...

i cherish you with every bits of my life..

love u yayank...

Happy chinese Niu Year everyone

2009-01-19T10:18:00.002+08:00

happy chinese niu year everyone..

today 19 jan 2009, weather report clear blue sky in singapore and clear blue sky in JKT

iam going to jakarta.. hahaha wenny wedding trip i call it

very nervous.. this is my first time going to people wedding..

as a guest no photographer or what so ever..

it sound silly but its true.. this is the first time i get so VIP to a wedding.

let's see what is the things that i want to do in JKT

1. buy sim card..
2. sms yayank, mama dan papa
3. ROkok..
4. ngm2 ma wenny
5. MAKAN!!! hahah makan padang dulu de..

huaehue seterus nya juga makan

huaehuaeh muach love u yayank.. aku akan inget sms kamu tiap hari at least sekali muach

tenang aja..

muach and see u yayank di medan yah... muach

inget bawa lebih.. biar ada pegangan.. muach love u

currently i love this song...

2009-01-13T15:21:00.002+08:00

1234 bye plain white t's

arg.. love u guys..

i now i believe, every ordinary things have an extra ordinary story to tell

"There's only 1 thing 2 do
3 words 4 you"

heheh love the song..

and the other song is

"i give you hell " by all american rejects

below is the line that i love..

hahahahaha

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

hehehe

hope it's true..

2009-01-12T16:10:00.007+08:00

Tahukah anda kalau orang yang kelihatan begitu tegar hatinya, adalah orang yang sangat lemah dan butuh pertolongan?

Tahukah anda kalau orang yang menghabiskan waktunya untuk melindungi orang lain adalah justru orang yang sangat butuh seseorang untuk melindunginya?

Tahukah anda kalau tiga hal yang paling sulit untuk diungkapkan adalah : Aku cinta kamu, maaf dan tolong aku

Tahukah anda kalau orang yang suka berpakaian warna merah lebih yakin kepada dirinya sendiri?

Tahukah anda kalau orang yang suka berpakaian kuning adalah orang yang menikmati kecantikannya sendiri?

Tahukah anda kalau orang yang suka berpakaian hitam adalah orang yang ingin tidak diperhatikan dan butuh bantuan dan pengertian anda?

Tahukah anda kalau anda menolong seseorang, pertolongan tersebut dikembalikan dua kali lipat?

Tahukah anda bahwa lebih mudah mengatakan perasaan anda dalam tulisan dibandingkan mengatakan kepada seseorang secara langsung? Tapi
tahukah anda bahwa hal tsb akan lebih bernilai saat anda mengatakannya dihadapan orang tsb?

Tahukah anda kalau anda memohon sesuatu dengan keyakinan, keinginan anda tsb pasti dikabulkan?

Tahukah anda bahwa anda bisa mewujudkan impian anda, spt jatuh cinta, menjadi kaya, selalu sehat, jika anda memintanya dengan keyakinan, dan jika anda benar2 tahu, anda akan terkejut dengan apa yang bisa anda lakukan.

Tapi jangan percaya semua yang saya katakan , sebelum anda mencobanya sendiri, jika anda tahu seseorang yang benar2 butuh sesuatu yg saya sebutkan diatas, dan anda tahu anda bisa nolongnya, anda akan melihat bahwa pertolongan tsb akan dikembalikan dua kali lipat.

hope its true.. i really do believe in it...
and i working so hard to full fill it everyday.
even though itf getting tougher day by day.

i love this world.. i love Yayank.. i love all my friends..
i love my mum and dad..

please do come true my lovely dreams.. i've been chasing for you...

in my every pray and every breath i really wish it come true...

muach muach love u jesus my lord..

Congrats wen..

2009-01-12T15:14:00.003+08:00

Congrats wen.. happy marry ye!! this pic is really Fun-nie. huaehuaeh i know most of you will never get the joke. only me and wenny will. hahahahah
hope you have a wonderfull journey with him. starting a new life and have a family real soon ( i mean little ones)

i will marry after you wenny. don forget our make over trip! love you wenny..

see u reall soon!

confuse..

2008-12-29T16:47:00.002+08:00

erg... erg...

where should i start? brisbane? adelaide? WA?

confuse.. long story short is, skilled occupation that needed in Australia make me confuse.

maybe i have to stop asking stop research oready, i need to be there an find out.

i really bored to death in singapore. busses, MRT, crowd reall make me sick.

i need lively country, no stressfull country...

please take me to some where beautiful...

i do need a weekend gateaway.. is not my type to just go shopping mall..

i need beaches.. even though don like to swim

i need mountain.. even though im not a hiker

please... out of singapore... i really sick....

A for Australia

2008-12-26T15:16:00.001+08:00

hope you all never get bored with my nagging of Australia

i really eagerly want to be there.

i know my life will be good there.

since the day i decide to call my self santo. my live is changing

there will be no annoying friends anymore even there is. i will leave and move on.

what i need to do is focus my self to Australia.

be there and work hard. when Im there everything that i do. is a step closer to my great empire.

Santo is a great man. with great heart and mind.

supported by yenny

love you Yayank..

let pursue our happiness.

and left the politic around here..

if others can do it! i believe we can do it too..

i will make it real..

i preparing from now. and will collect the data one by one.

and soon will be there...

Brisbane here we are!

love Yayank..

wish my mum n dad merry xmas and happy new year

may this new year bring you guys great health, wealth and joy.

I'm the most lucky man in the world with yayank..

just for being who i am is the most great things in my life!!

love love love this world..

once again... AUSTRALIA HERE WE ARE!!!!

so excited..

Dot Dot Dot

2008-12-23T15:18:00.002+08:00

end of year...

in case you don't know, i never rest from research.

i research everything that i can everyday.

after long thought, finally i decide to move Brisbane, Australia

don't get to exited first. before we move we have to accomplish quite a number of things

1. get the Bachelor Degree
2. count the expenses that i need to pay..
3. decide where to stay
4. decide what to do
5. bring My lovely GF
6. settle what ever that i need here in singapore
7. find a great way and better deal for the air fair
8. counting down

i thInk that's will be the outline for my big decision

of course along the way i can ensure will be lots of details i need to catch and solve. but not to worry. i have a strong heart, courage, hope and also support..

really looking forward for new life without interruption.

so sorry to say, my life have to move on. nothing will stand on my way, nothing is will stop me.

as long as "Yayank" with me. and there is no busy body that jump into my life.

all will be a good plan.

will work hard, will think hard, and will explore all aspect for me and yayank so excel.

a little bit more. and i will be free

i can taste and feel the air of freedom...

GO SANTO! run free with yayank... i love my life..

even though is not as good as it seem from outside. but it doesn't matter

life is mine... i have to go and get it!

info info info

2008-11-20T15:10:00.002+08:00

Lately i have a lots of thinking in my head. i cant tell you how many case that running in my head but i tell u that.. my head barely contain it.... it make me so head ache, make me hope and pray for the best.

i looking for info that can fly me and yenny go australia for working and live there, if migration things. i believe i can manage it, just not yet found the right agent / people to connect us to the embassy and visa.

iam racing with time and i believe my speed it fast and furious now. no matter what i do i believed in accuracy and speed. as well as quality.

i really do need to work on my relationship and networking. it important. no matter how good you are in what you are doing if you cant get people to notice what you do best is equal to BIG ZERO!

i have decided to work on that. and also, i will start my research on migration.. once i get there.. the first thIng is get to know local people as much as i can. so i will have lots of recognition and collect friends along the way.

real friends are hard to find, but real friends start with stranger

GO SANTO! GO YENNY! we are the Pioneer! we are the greatest! and we Are the best!

CHEERS for the what we achieve and cheers to what we will achieve!!

LOVE U Yayank..

Urge of Pressure!

2008-11-18T12:45:00.002+08:00

tomorrow have to be better than today. that is what my teacher told me when i was in secondary.

that's why i fall in to this urge of pressure mood. i am seeking for better opportunity to work and live. yes now i am at the safest and most fast growing country in south east asia.

i have no problem with the country, is the people that make sick

i heard a quote saying " you might be 1 person in the world, but you for 1 person you might be the world"

that is what i facing right now, i have the entire world right in front of my eyes, but its because of another one person. its spoiled 3/4 of my world.

i don complaint.. i just want to find a better opportunity out there for me to reach.

i have to move on, i have to try hard to be and i will be! the better and the very best of ME!

this is my time to show my self that is great and good to be E.Susanto!

Negative in me

2008-09-02T21:28:00.002+08:00

after all, after what i write to complaint.

i thInk is a honest and fair for everyone i will list down my weaknesses

so that we can comment around.

1. santo is type of person like to advice people. the advice might be false. because all of the advice is only view from my perspective, my way of life, my believed and my experience.

2. sometimes quite bossy and very talkative. its make people sick when their have no chance to talk / to rise up their opinion.

3. santo cant say no. he always say yes!!

4. santo feel that he is the best in the world. .

5. santo fell that he best in everyting that he do

6. i always try to motivate people but in the other way round i need my yayank to motivate me everday.

7. santo is very monotone. coz santo can eat fried rice everyday for 365 day

8. santo is alwas over explain so people will get bored. thiNk that santo is non-sense

9. santo is to confident! because of to confident sometie i fall into " Sok tau " category

i thiNk that is what i can thInk off. will add in once i found out more about myself....

AJAIB

2008-09-02T17:15:00.007+08:00

i will write this blog in bahasa indonesia.

kata elvina " temen2 loe ajaib to!"

gue suka statement ini!
i thiNk its true! my friends is all AJAIB!

let me list down ya

1. Tinkerbell / Nadya / Ina
pacaran mulu dari dulu sampe sekarang pacaran aja tau nya ga pernah kerja dan ga pernah sekolah! ga lulus SMA. dari Kalimantan pindah JKT. tinggal di mana juga kagak jelas! tapi dia selalu gonta ganti cowo, using the latest gadget ( pake HTC diamond dan sony ericson yang hitem putih plus ada N95, pake macbook Pro 17 inch, pake gprs di mobil, pake mobil gonta ganti, 24/7 online, 7 days aweek nge-starbuck, makan di restaurant dan punya psp dan ds!) nah loh.. belum selesai ni list nya kata nya dia uda pernah di taiwan, korea, cambodia, malaysia, singapore, australia, thailand dan setiap beberapa bulan sekali ke bali. nah loh..

----- santo aja kagak pernah ke bali... ------- it cant be true but is happening with this friends.. kalo dia boong aku kagak tau de. yg pasti biz denger comment dan cerita dia aku jadi minder. ga minder gimana si tapi ya ada sedikit merasa gimana gito..

2. Primus
dia suka boong si. tapi dia juga org yang paling keren kalo boong. soal nya kagak ada cacat nya! dari hidup di pontianak pindah ke Sarawak malaysia, pindah ke JKT, pindah ke bandung, pindah ke Kuala lumpur, pindah ke Sarawak lagi, pindah ke JKT, pindah bali, pindah singapore, pindah JKT dan sekarang mau ke USA florida / california kata nya
dalam jangka waktu pindah2 dia bisa loh jadi businese student, jadi IT student, jadi penjaga toKo mas, jadi jualan kayu, jadi SPA consultant, jadi accountant, trus jadi bandar judi bola, trus jadi tour guide ke pulai seribu, trus bisa jadi bar tender, bisa jadi sale team nya SPa PRODUCT.

---- lah bingung kan.. sebenar nya dia itu apa. aku jadi minder. kok aku jadi designer mulu kagak berubah2---- salah gue ? apa dia nepu? aku kagak ngerti yang pasti dia kadang buat aku iri. apa lagi pas dia bilang uda dapet visa buat kerja di florida... aduh aku iri bgt.. aku juga pengen kerja di soNo...

3. sisca w
anak ini depresive type nya suka complaint dan bilang stress.. sisca suka complaint kalo dia ga ada temen tapi dia 24/7 ga ada di rumah. setiap kali di telp in dia akan bilang " aduh soryy ndri, aku lagi ama temen gue. ntar de kalo uda balik gue kasi tau baru gue keluar ma loe " uda 7 taun ni.. kira kira selama 7 taun ini aku balik JKT sekitar 5 kali. aku ga pernah loh makan bareng dia atau pergi jalan ma dia. palingan dia jemput aku dari airport abis itu dia uda sibuk bgt. trus dia juga yang kasi tau gue kalo dia mau sekolah di amrik lagi tapi sampe sekarang di rumah nya aja JKT dan suka pergi clubbing..

---- nah loh-- kalo emang kagak niat pergi kerja amrik jangan confirmin ke aku donk.. kan aku merasa useless.. padahal aku uda trying my very best to be the best in everyting i do!

4. Hengky D
anak borju satu ini. selalu tau nay gossip! dan suka hidupin temen2 nya. dan pada waktu temen2 yg dia idupin itu pergi.. baru lah dia cari gue. trus kalo dapet temen yg bisa dia idupin lagi dia lupa lagi ma gue. nah arti nya gini ni. dia suka cari org yang bisa temenin dia 24/7. asal 24/7 dia akan covered uang makan. jajan dan pacaran juga di covered.and its still hapenning.

-- gila ky.. itu temen peralatin loe. kenapa loe kagak mau temenan ma gue tapi loe milih yang laen ky. gue kagak minta di pelihara. gue cuman minta kalo loe keluar jalan2 atao hang out di indoChine gito ajakain gue lah.. ntn bareng aja de sesekali uda cukup..

5. randy
nah ini nich yang aku keki bgt. loe putus cinta ni. selama 1 bulan gue dengerin loe ngo-ceh kagka berhenti. sampe gue kagak tidur tiap hari. dan tiap hari gue mesti jadi supir loe dan mesti pergi malem2. karena aku takut loe bunuh diri dan kagak bisa lewatin masa2 sakit hati loe. gue kenalin loe dengan yuli housemate gue. dan sekarang biz loe jadian ma housemate gue yang nama nya yuli itu loe tinggalin gue tanpa jejak. aku merasa di one night stand dalam persahabatan!!!! sampe loe genting dan ke kuala selangor pun loe kagak ajakin gue!! aku emang jarang mau ikut ke tempat jau2 tapi yah basah dan basih kek!

--- inget ya temen2.. jangan pernah mau denger sakit hati org lebih dari 3 hari.. soal nya dia akan lupain loe setelah dia happy.

6. rudy S
loe temen bae gue yang paling kocak abis! sampe sekarang pun aku masi menyimpan kamu di corner of my heart. tetapi kenapa hanya hall kecil kamu membentak-ku. hanya karena bayar 250 dollar kamu rela membentak ku dengan berkata " after i transfer this money to you. we are done!" yah aku merasa done yah done loh! i wish you all the best de rud.. makasi telah pHotoin aku. photo itu aku print gede dan aku simpan di rumah mak gue.

--- nah ini contohnya. jangan sesekali punya temen dan kamu ajakin serumah / berbisnis.. ntar jadi jadi brantem ni..

7. desy S
aku tau loe cantik des, aku tau loe suka ma cowo yang cakep2 ganteng2.. tapi yang gue keki itu. loe uda tanya in gue ribuan kali soal kerja di singapore kek Yenny. sampe sekarang loe kagak muncul2 juga di singapore. gue kasi semua document template dan semua contact buat in kamu visa ee kamu malah kagak dateng. uda gito loe tiap 2 bulan sekali nanya hal yang sama dan kamu selalu suruh gue cari-in kamu cowo yang kaya bgt. kalo emang cowo kaya itu mudah di dapet. dunia ini ga ada yang nama nya cleanner lagi atau auntie di macdonald lagi.

--- desy kalo emang kagak niat atau masi setengah2 jangan soK mau dateng trus tanya2. aku cape tau uda ladenin kamu 2 taun dengan pertanyaan " gimana si bisa kerja di singapore gue bisa ga ya di terima?"... cape des.. cape bgt benneran.

8. Hui sze
ini nich, temen aku yang org malaysia! dia tau nya memandang rendahin aku. masa dia ngm nya, you got money go singapore and study meh? why you want to take degree.. diploma also you cannot graduate lah.. aduh tajem bgt.. aku ga mau comment dia de yang pasti dia JAHAT!

9. Charles
nah ini juga unik! charles aku tau kamu budhist kamu juga budhist berat. tapi kamu juga meesti bersikap open dengan agama laen donk... masa kamu bilang bible aku itu karangan org isenk.. walaupun itu karangan org isenk setidak nya dia ga ajarin aku untuk memandang rendah agama org laen ga kek kamu!

10. ERina
kata pribahasa, jarum di depan mata kagak keliatan - tetapi gajah di pulau depan terlihat jelas. nah ini loh, dia bilang kalo dapet co yang ga kaya dan ga ada manager nya itu dia ga level. nyata nya dia pacaran ama orgyang ga sekolah dan ga kerja + penepu lagi. terus dia suka bgt nanya in org " koK loe ga beli dompet brand LV si?" trus dia juga suka ngm " kok kek nya muka dia aneh ya?" trus dia juga suka nanya " loe jalan2 dari XXX ada beli barang branded apa ga?"
trus dia juga suka bilang " cowo nya si xxx pake mobil mecry/bmw / apa lah yang mahal loh?"
dia juga suka bilang nya " tau ga.. si xxxx ada tas ini loh itu kan mahal.. pasti dia di beliin cowo nya>" aduh gito gito de. dan hari ini yah.. di ke kantor cewe aku hanya untuk print resume yang 3 halaman. padahal cewe aku uda bilang " sorry ya aku kagak bisa print buat kamu.. ada boss aku di dalam" trus dia menjawab.. oh gpp aku tunggu in de abis loe print loe kasi ke gue ya aku bakalan tunggu di sini .. aduh kagak tau malu bgt de... mau checking cewe gue de! cewe gue benneran kerja di garuda indonesia loh!!!aku tidak nepu!!!!

ya tuhan.. itu lah makluk mu yang paling sempurna yang pertama aku temenin.. tetapi dengan dengan 10 org unik ini aku merasa bersyukur. dia org selalu meng-ingat-kan aku akan aku bisa hidup merendah. dan jadi org yang simple aja.

article ini sekedar sharing aja kalo ada satu saat kebaca sama org yang aku tulis di atas. jangan bekecil hati dan jangan marah. mungkin waktu did that to me / cewe aku kamu ga sadar. i wish loe org tidak akan treat people like that anymore cukup aku yang kalian bully tapi jangan yg laen ya..

Unbearable story

2008-09-02T16:34:00.002+08:00

The weird sis,
is weird! after case by case, story by story, task by task. hate to tell u all this but i have to. is my sis. i dunno what happened with her. i know she have this special relationship with this man, lets call him "Black". black is un-employed old man ( 53 years old, married twice). . i dunno how to throw out all from my heart to u. i guess is good to start from car. OK. my sis bought a car ( with my dad coins) and this car is literally invisible from my house and my sight. i saw my sis running so fast to catch a bus, i saw my sis taking a taxi to catch a meeting, i heard my sis complaining the taxi is so expensive now days. what is the point of earning manager level money if you have to give the car that supposingly belong to you and my sis pass it to other to enjoy?

i dont feel it fair to my sis. i want to help sound up and knocked her head so that she can wake up and she what she actuall did is wrong!!! the risk is i will lose this relationship with my sis. i dont claim my relationship with my sis is a lovely and caring! but i do feel is good sometimes to have someone you call sis!

EVRN please wake up and stop tHis nonsense relationship!! he is BLACK and he is un-employed and he same age with your real father! he will die soon and u will never be revealed in his marriage cert! please do wake up! he taking granted of your money! please save you money to buy some branded cloth! buy some aging product to make u look young again! and please leave him for god sake!!!!! is unhealthy this way!!!

Please send someone to wake her Up! please!!!!

because of this! i feel pressure everytime i come back home! because of BLACK i feel unsafe in my own house. because of BLACK i feel i need to go somewhere far away to hide and don want to hear anyting and don want to know everyting about keyword call family!!!

thats is only part of it. there was a time when my sis insist and order me to bank in money for the BLACK!
there was a time where she ask me not to come home ( because BLACK wanted to come to our house )
there was a time where she always prise BLACK as god!
there was a time she said BLACK is the best man on earth!
there was a time me and yenny is being ask to clean up the house just because BLACK, complaint that tiles in my house are sticky.
there was a time where me and yenny have to packed my sis bag because the BLACK are going visit her in taipei and thailand
there was a time where i need to ask permition to bought a car! instead of asking my dad! my sis ask me to ask BLACK! to ask " should i buy a car in singapore ?" - its a silly question because the money source is from my dad not from BLACK!
and BLACK always come to our house without prior notice!
BLACK have key to our house
BLACK know the pin number of my house
BLACK have Credit card that bills to my sis
BLACK have pHone line that bills to my sis too
BLACK always make my sis paid his car fine Ticket!
BLACK send his car service bill to my sis
BLACK ask my sis to buy TOTO and never pay my sis back
BLACK purposely Crash my sis car and take the insurance MOney
BLACK Always ask for money

its really unbearable! the pain is in my heart!
some one help me to fixed my sis!!!!

Primuzzz

2008-08-26T01:42:00.002+08:00

hello hello today im in the mood of writing blog coz i have nothIng much to do
and because i have a chat with my so called my old best friend

its primus..
the is the only special friend in my entire life! he is the one who always be the first to know and to want something! but till the end he never even get anything.
its sound confusing right? meaning he always want this and that but he's only saying! no action is taken.

the story of him and his friends i believe is true about how the went to State and work as refugee. i wonder is this the best to migrate to State?

i really Looking forward to talk to my mum and dad about working aboard in State. wonder what will they say to me.

primuss you really make my dream alive again. and please this time. take some action! i really wish you can have new enviroment and new beginning!

anyone out there know how to live and work in USA?

please2 do tell me how...

Whats next?

2008-08-26T01:14:00.003+08:00

where should i start?
ehm.. ok let start alil bit about my self. iam kind of person who can control, manage and focus all of the matters or subject in my life. i positive thInker, i believe in NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!
here is some question that going around my head for this week.
1. after i graduate from Raffles, what is next?
2. should i / should not i stay in Singapore ? if no where will it be? if yes can i take my sis pressure?
3. how to secure my next level of life?
4. do i really need to go far away for living?
5. what about my parents?
i think i blurring my self off..
very simple,it's my dream to work and live in State.
it's my dream i can stay and live 4 season country
it's my dream to live life without worrying anything
of course all of above have to support by my YayanK
where ever i'll be there will always be YayaNk
my point is. should i really go to state? what happen if after 15 years i have to go back indo and help out?
what you guys suggest me to do?
should i pursue my dream? or should i thInk about other people else then my dream?
there is always a right and wrong situation
should i live my life without thInking. or should i do the action to State and purpose its to my parents?
i really dunno what to do now. i dunno what best for me n yayaNk
once iam going to state, there is no turning back anymore
if i stay in singapore. this will be my dead end too
someone please tell me what to do
dream or play safe?

my new hobby and interest

2008-08-25T12:27:00.003+08:00

TA DA!! here i go again!

i found my new hobby guys! after so long searching for hobby finally i have 1 hobby and interest in my

Which is " Photography"

thank for wenny and marsell. thanks for teaching me how to take pHoto and let me be your freelance photographer without experience of taking photo. thanks for believe in me. i still remember when the first time you said " en! ni bantu aku pHoto pre-wed! loe kagak ada option yuk pHoto! besOk di carita!"

i was like " what?" i not even know how to on and off your D3 nikon! how am i going to shot a photo with it?

but you tell me " just put the f5.6 and shutter 1/60" dont care about the rest! thats is still very confuse statement!

and wenny you whisper to me saying " ayOk en, gue tau loe bisa. you will capture every single moment in this pre-wed!"

aduh wen.. thanks bgt! that's why i love u and i always keep you as my best friends! because you believe in every bits and part of my life that i can do everyting!

enough for the histrory! let move on what happen now

i just bought 450D canon with sigma lens 28-200mm! i glad i bought the camera is a very good entry level DSLR! befor this i was using analoq nikon SLR! and since iam here in singapore, i join quite a few pHotography club. first is objective, second is singapore pHotographer, third is photographic society in singapore. all of this joining purpose is to pump up my technical skill of camera. i started of in art direction of phOtography meaning i shotting without thiNking! and now i need some guidence to guide me about the technicall side where what f stop is best for what purpose!

and i manage to narrow down what i like to shot now!. i like to shot human expression, landscape, potrait, and i wish my self will became a travel photographer. that is what i want to achieve. thats my new interest and hobby.

oouw forget to mention i have a lil pHoto exibition coming up! but i still have to come out with a simple theme to shot! will let you guys know where and when the exibition is!

disneyland im in love

2008-04-12T21:02:00.002+08:00

you guys should go!!! really... i dunno about HK disneyland but from my comparison between the US and the Japan what i can say is .. Tokyo disneyland is well arrange. and the all the japanese is very well manner and the really wait for the que... 1 day is not enough. i need probably 4 days just to visit disneyland. 2 days for the dry park and 2 days for the disney sea really in love with you tokyo disneyland.

b'day trip

2008-03-27T19:04:00.002+08:00

finally the day has come.
after planing for so long.. wanted to go so bad

this is the day!!!
japan here i come!!
nagoya, osaka, fuji, shibuya!! disneyland, universal, sanrio, totoro wait for me!!!

this is the best bday gift every!!!

and im so sorry i left my darling behind so sorry my dear..
i promise. the end of the year we will go holiday.

will plan it when i come back

muach love u yayank

starting a new, fresh air in sg

2008-01-31T00:21:00.000+08:00

i love good news!!!

i love raffles!!! i love busses, i love MRT, and i really love my GF

toping up a degree and new town, with new friends, new environment, new lifestyle...

cant wait!!!! really...